Sometimes the silence
outside my head gets to me.
I wish I was dead.
Sieben
this tense atmosphere
pales in comparison to
my whole existence.
Sechs|| Acht
OwO, UwU, hmm
Hehe, lol; precious crutches
in conversation.
Vier|| Sechs
Being nothing
Would still be being something.
This too, can be judged.
Drei|| Fünf
Is it arrogant–
The mask I wear to others
—Because I am scared?
Zwei|| Vier
What will people think
If I reveal more? Will they
Hate me more than now?
Eins|| Drei
I like talking to
people. Do they love talking to
A freak like me?
Zwei